Thursday, October 27, 2005

Andai ini Ramadhan yang terakhir...


wahai dikau...renungkanlah engkau akan nasib diri wahai qalbu...sedarkah engkau akan gerak hati wahai akal...terfikirkah engkau akan apa yang bakal terjadi

andai ini merupakan Ramadhan yang terakhir kali
buatmu sekujur jasad yang bakal berlalu pergi tatkala usia bernoktah di penghujung kehidupan duniawi apabila tiba saat tepat seperti yang dijanji Ilahi kematian...adalah sesuatu yang pasti

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu siangnya engkau sibuk berzikir tentu engkau tak akan jemu melagukan syair rindu mendayu..merayu...kepada-NYA Tuhan yang satu andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir tentu sholatmu kau kerjakan di awal waktu solat yang dikerjakan...sungguh khusyuk lagi tawadhu'

tubuh dan qalbu...bersatu memperhamba diri
menghadap Rabbul Jalil... menangisi kecurangan janji "innasolati wanusuki wamahyaya wamamati lillahirabbil 'alamin" [sesungguhnya solatku, ibadahku, hidupku, dan matiku... kuserahkan hanya kepada Allah Tuhan seru sekelian alam]

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir tidak akan kau sia siakan walau sesaat yang berlalu setiap masa tak akan dibiarkan begitu saja di setiap kesempatan juga masa yang terluang alunan Al-Quran bakal kau dendang...bakal kau syairkan

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu malammu engkau sibukkan dengan bertarawih...berqiamullail...bertahajjud... mengadu...merintih...meminta belas kasih "sesungguhnya aku tidak layak untuk ke syurga-MU tapi...aku juga tidak sanggup untuk ke neraka-MU" oleh itu duhai Ilahi...kasihanilah daku hamba-MU ini

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu dirimu tak akan melupakan mereka yang tersayang... mari kita meriahkan Ramadhan kita buru...kita cari...suatu malam idaman yang lebih baik dari seribu bulan

andai kau tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
tentu engkau bakal menyediakan batin dan zahir mempersiap diri...rohani dan jasmani menanti-nanti jemputan Izrail di kiri dan kanan ...lorong-lorong ridha Ar-Rahman

duhai Ilahi.... andai ini Ramadhan terakhir buat kami jadikanlah ia Ramadhan paling berarti...paling berseri... menerangi kegelapan hati-hati kami menyeru ke jalan menuju ridha serta kasih sayang mu Ya Ilahi semoga bakal mewarnai kehidupan kami di sana nanti

namun teman...
tak akan ada manusia yang bakal mengetahui apakah Ramadhan ini merupakan yang terakhir kali bagi dirinya yang mampu bagi seorang hamba itu hanyalah berusaha...bersedia...meminta belas-NYA


dari seorang sahabat, Beauty...

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